x-i-k

hello,thank you. I have not been really able to spend much time here yet. I think I should be around more soon. I am new to 'DA' athough I have been here several times over the years.

Its just culture,I know there is a culture here and certain norms and considerations as to appropriate participation and expressions. Im not familiar with what those things amy be to whatever degree they exist. Mostlythe stuff not said that is common courtesy is what im talking about here. Yet im weary to run around toofast knowing not what I do.

I would love to see what I can get out of this site personally but i am overwhelmed at first sight. Its kept me away so far. If you have any advice or could help me to know more of what is here I would be very grateful. Yet I will be fine eventually as I get used to it. Idont need anything exactly atm or I would ask. So im more speaking about down the road when I likely will.

I want to consume everything here,theres somuch!!! haha. finding a niche is really what I need to feel I can slow down and appreciate what i would find value in myself. Locating that is the key imlooking for. I have no thought as to where yet but Isee there is probably a place forme here.

I love the art work I have seen and amamazed by the talent. I wish I could learn more to produce high quality art, I do some things elsewhere but thats more for me and I dont cultivate anything much to obtain excellence. Its possibleI think though and if i could I would work towards that because I believe I would desire that ability and use it. It would be definately be cool to make some art others would really benefit from and enjoy. Im very abstract and seemtorepulse people while also somehow creating an addiction to me. Its getting old. So yea looking for some new canvass.

So regarding production im really open to learn and want to as well, even if its just for personal amusement. If you have any time or desire open for guidance it would be awsome. Up to you entirely where or how much if any you can give.

How would you reccomend i could start considering what I have toldyou here. Also any reccomendations as far as other members that would be a good fit for me and them too would be just as valuable tome. Sometimes its like grabbing stuff in the dark. a need a light, so thats why I am writing you all this. Idont even hardly knowyou here though so sorry if im out of place.

As it you are the first person I have communicated with here, or as it is started to do that. I use myspace for my art and I write mostly so im usually there. likewise its where I have most of my dialogue with people I likely will never see. I have to limit that because it can prevent me from actually living. when that expands too far I end up getting little done.

I recently am annoyed with myspace and the people there though so im not sure how much i might be able to shift my need for self-expression somewhere else like here. been myspace loyal over 3 years so its hard to see what else my talents can flourish and be valued and cultivated. im sure there is allot im not aware of that I could do and would benefit from and enjoy which myspace doesnt provide.

So thanks for any help and being a contact right now. haha newbys are a pain sometimes I know. it depends on who is available to nurture the likes as I amsuch here now. Just checking you, and if nothing come of it thats fine. its always enough as is I see it so idont impose expectations on people until they want that. i wont bother you I promise,so tell me if I do and I will always oblidge a request to back off. its funny tome howpeople often give the hint but really Ifind that is just insulting soI dont take it usually. imnotoffended by the truth I try toalways bringitout if someone is not being fair there. Just so you know,and also imglad tohelpothers if I ever can so hit meup if you eed anything and I will tellyou if I can or cant provide it, straight up no bS always. I am happy to see where anything can go and develop mostly and opentoo it with anyone.

So whats your current interest and aplication here and also anywhere else? I know that changes for everyone frequently so its good to know,and that way I can be of more use to you if any and no burden. I do need to checkyour work again its been awhile butif you are here Imust have liked it. Do you use myspace?

my aim sn is pkxpinion17 ...If you want to add me there feel free. its where I IM. I only use it for those who want to, but i am reachable there always as it goes with my cell and I text frequently for quick talk and networking.

TTYL
-Bradley James
X|K & fiddlers